Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Gratitude

why was i born in this world? is this life worthwhile enough to be concerned? why do i have to recognise you? why do i have to undergo this terribly problems? why do i have to face these difficulties? why does my life full of hindrances? sometimes there r so many 'why' in our lives without realising that we are much luckier than other people surround us. sometimes we just keep on grumbling without remembering what we ve already got. we always forget to thank God. we never realise people around us are so important until we lose them and what left is only regrets. well, i just try to be realistic and honest to myself that once in a blue moon i will feel this way. thinking too far really makes me blind. my mind fulls of the unessential things which lead me to negative thinking.

then someone came into my life. he leads me to the right path. we always debate and argue as well. he warns me that this life is so precious,u get only one time chance to live in this round, well elipse world. he keeps on warning me that health is the most significant in this life. no matter u get amount of heritage, u cant buy ur health wif cash, neither credit card nor jewelry. first, i just consider he talked nonsense. i keep on saying yes and by the time just let it go. but at the last, i try to think consciously and clearly, what is the point for being sad that is able to lead you to stress? what is the point to end life whenever u get hurdles while there are so many people struggling their lives outside there? what is the point for me not to take care of myself? thanks for warning me over and over. complication? no worry, gotta face it audaciously. adios people.

Friday, September 10, 2010

Still, my heart goes to you

things really perplex me these days. and i have to admit, this year is the toughest year for me. just for couples of months, i ve gotta be ready for being a freshman. preparing things really suffer me to the weariest time. it s not e time for me to daydream for too long. deeds really take big roles for my success. people say we must enjoy whatever we do, the fact is talking is just as easy as farting. i m trying, really am. these 8days which are holidays are really helpful. time to catch up wif things i missed.

problems in a relationship are something that cant be neglected. love is just a hard thing to describe, to express. 7colors in one love. never stay pink and never stay black .i really confused what i am going through. the righteousness, correctness and fidelity seem playing wif me. both of us are showing ego with each other. things are getting really incoherent. but one thing i ve to thank is at least, our love is still way greater than anything that we absolutely maintain this valuable and precious relation. hope things get better soon. iloveyou♥