Tuesday, December 28, 2010

17th♥

people usually think that celebrating birthday in the end of the year is just AWESOME. families are all there to greet u 'happy birthday, happy birthday'. there are lots of fireworks welcoming you to the one year older, new year and new life. yet for me, it is not. why?? because i barely celebrate that annual moment with my friends exactly on the date when i were born. but i have to admit because of the special date, friends are remembering my birthday quite well.
this is ONE of my birthday presents got from my boyfriend yesterday. at first i have no idea he gave me this.


guerlain lipstick. well, this is actually my first lipstick. he said this lipstick symbolized my matureness. i am 17th now. nomore daddymommy's lil girl. yeah, boys always know how to speak, huh :) thanks. btw this is the last post in this year. tomorrow gotta catch up with D. wait for me, baby. goodbye 2010. welcome 2011

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Hello, Santa!!

today is the day which everyone has been looking forward to celebrating it. yeah, it is 'CHRISTMAS DAY'. the season which is filled with christmas trimmings, christmas trees, lights, sweets, the red and green stuffs which are identical to christmas ambience, christmas songs which are airing in every corner of malls and stores. frankly speaking, i always love the christmas atmosphere. it just gives me a surge of joy in my heart. dont know why :/

this year, there are no gifts , as well as no celebrations. the whole day long, am just accompanied by a book of Cecilia Ahern, Where Rainbows End. okay, now i could say i am envy with those people who celebrate it merrrily. it is just my sweetheart, D is at Singapore, if not i would probably spend the day with her, take some pictures, share stories, overnight at her house. the day will filled with our laughter and joy. just suddenly miss her. furthermore, friends are mostly out of town. does it sound awful?? totally a big YES!!

some recital piano & logo inauguration pictures :









MERRY CHRISTMAS, PEOPLE AROUND THE WORLD!!
MAY THIS FESTIVE SEASON BE FILLED WITH LOVE AND HAPPINESS :)

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Gratitude

why was i born in this world? is this life worthwhile enough to be concerned? why do i have to recognise you? why do i have to undergo this terribly problems? why do i have to face these difficulties? why does my life full of hindrances? sometimes there r so many 'why' in our lives without realising that we are much luckier than other people surround us. sometimes we just keep on grumbling without remembering what we ve already got. we always forget to thank God. we never realise people around us are so important until we lose them and what left is only regrets. well, i just try to be realistic and honest to myself that once in a blue moon i will feel this way. thinking too far really makes me blind. my mind fulls of the unessential things which lead me to negative thinking.

then someone came into my life. he leads me to the right path. we always debate and argue as well. he warns me that this life is so precious,u get only one time chance to live in this round, well elipse world. he keeps on warning me that health is the most significant in this life. no matter u get amount of heritage, u cant buy ur health wif cash, neither credit card nor jewelry. first, i just consider he talked nonsense. i keep on saying yes and by the time just let it go. but at the last, i try to think consciously and clearly, what is the point for being sad that is able to lead you to stress? what is the point to end life whenever u get hurdles while there are so many people struggling their lives outside there? what is the point for me not to take care of myself? thanks for warning me over and over. complication? no worry, gotta face it audaciously. adios people.

Friday, September 10, 2010

Still, my heart goes to you

things really perplex me these days. and i have to admit, this year is the toughest year for me. just for couples of months, i ve gotta be ready for being a freshman. preparing things really suffer me to the weariest time. it s not e time for me to daydream for too long. deeds really take big roles for my success. people say we must enjoy whatever we do, the fact is talking is just as easy as farting. i m trying, really am. these 8days which are holidays are really helpful. time to catch up wif things i missed.

problems in a relationship are something that cant be neglected. love is just a hard thing to describe, to express. 7colors in one love. never stay pink and never stay black .i really confused what i am going through. the righteousness, correctness and fidelity seem playing wif me. both of us are showing ego with each other. things are getting really incoherent. but one thing i ve to thank is at least, our love is still way greater than anything that we absolutely maintain this valuable and precious relation. hope things get better soon. iloveyou♥




Wednesday, July 21, 2010

J'e taime









♥♥♥ iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou. happy 8th month annv ♥♥♥
thank you beibi

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Back to grey skirt

heyho people. time flies so fast. me now in the third year of SHS. *yipiiee
tommorow we re gonna study full time based on the schedule. yea i cant wait to study again. i cant wait teachers introduce the first chapter to us. aah, but i m sure this spirit not gonna stay longer than 2weeks *sigh
i m also gonna reschedule my time for extracuriculer, lab and tuition things. ooh they make so confused. i plan to add another tuition in my crowded schedules again. so this is really a chaos for me to arrange my time properly.hopefully, i can undergo all of these pretty well :):):) *so excited

Tell you what, cute stasioneries could really enhance MY or probably YOUR spirit doubled



Sunday, July 4, 2010

Do blogging again

hello bloggers. i m back. yes i know, my blog was so dead since i have been skipping to update them for such a long time. what i was trying to do is to change its layout,url and evrything inside. i also deleted some links of my friends for they are too many and didnt update their blogs anymore. for nearly one hour, finally i made it better. so how does my blog look like? fresher? :)
i ve got my school's hols until 14th. it s not a pretty good thing, because i m really bored to death at home.
these are my photos in redang. i did went to redang on 20 something, of course in june, to spend my holidays. enjoy :p