Farewell does not mean Goodbye

finally the day of every student's waiting has come. FAREWELL PARTY. the day mostly women will step the feet on beauty shop, make a hair-do, hunt gown which will make all the eyes catch only towards her, manicure and pedicure. WoW.
though it isn't a PROM, yeah i feel great to be there meeting my friends and teachers that perhaps i couldn't meet again for years ahead. jumble of feeling really overwhelmed us. students were really touched to see a video about moments at school. LOVE.FRIENDSHIP.HAPPINESS.SADNESS.ARGUMENTS.QUARRELING. i will miss those time so much. i love you my friends. thanks to be there when i cried like shit, be there too when i exhilarated, thanks for helping me especially in the exams *hihi, thanks for supporting me. thanks also for the teachers, i know i was not a good listener as a student. i felt bored when teachers were explaining lesson for such a long period. AAAA but the things you should know is i will never forget your sincerity to teach me. thank you. xoxo

free like a G6

free is not always a best condition. like now, i am free from exams and homework. but something is just really missing here. yeah , i miss my friends and school times. the time scolded by teachers, laughed with friends, sang songs and clapped hands like crazy :) i really miss them. maybe yah the senior high school's moment is gonna be the best precious time for me. we took many pictures to cover our 'future yearning'. ah it is really bad knowing we have to split in our own path now. i am gonna be a freshman and a goodbye kiss for my grey skirt and white uniform.

♥lovebirds' day♥

dear Roberto,
happy valentine's day my apple of my eyes. i am so glad having you by my side. the purity of your love overwhelms me everyday. your cute face eases each of my ache. haha so boasting huh :) but i am, i am really thankful to know you, to ever become your chick. thank you for the love and the joy you bring. sorry if i always make you sad. i know sometimes my irking acts always give you a tough pressure to undergo your day. i am so sorry. i never mean to hurt you, never intent to make you tortured. in the deepest of my heart, you are still and always the only man for me, the perfect one for me though i know noone is perfect. you are the best gift that i have ever received. i love you so much boy.












your love, epe♥

2.0.1.1

hello, readers. time flies swiftly without realizing my holidays are going to be over soon. i just came back from as i said in the last post, spore and mlysia. unfortunately, i couldn't meet D, well because of my stupidity. i texted her wif my malaysia number while i was in the singapore. i dont know able or not, the fact is she didn't get it, so just considered the msg was failed. then i used spore number to phone her using medan code. and so maybe it reached to the other persons's number. i was so sorry, D

my visit to the lion country was just fun. i shopped a lot. so many malls to go, unlike medan of course. i played, talked, ate, laughed a lot. and for sure walked a lot too til my feet is so urgghhh, painful. haha. so as usual, pictures are served at the last part.














ciao..

17th♥

people usually think that celebrating birthday in the end of the year is just AWESOME. families are all there to greet u 'happy birthday, happy birthday'. there are lots of fireworks welcoming you to the one year older, new year and new life. yet for me, it is not. why?? because i barely celebrate that annual moment with my friends exactly on the date when i were born. but i have to admit because of the special date, friends are remembering my birthday quite well.
this is ONE of my birthday presents got from my boyfriend yesterday. at first i have no idea he gave me this.


guerlain lipstick. well, this is actually my first lipstick. he said this lipstick symbolized my matureness. i am 17th now. nomore daddymommy's lil girl. yeah, boys always know how to speak, huh :) thanks. btw this is the last post in this year. tomorrow gotta catch up with D. wait for me, baby. goodbye 2010. welcome 2011 ♥

Hello, Santa!!

today is the day which everyone has been looking forward to celebrating it. yeah, it is 'CHRISTMAS DAY'. the season which is filled with christmas trimmings, christmas trees, lights, sweets, the red and green stuffs which are identical to christmas ambience, christmas songs which are airing in every corner of malls and stores. frankly speaking, i always love the christmas atmosphere. it just gives me a surge of joy in my heart. dont know why :/

this year, there are no gifts , as well as no celebrations. the whole day long, am just accompanied by a book of Cecilia Ahern, Where Rainbows End. okay, now i could say i am envy with those people who celebrate it merrrily. it is just my sweetheart, D is at Singapore, if not i would probably spend the day with her, take some pictures, share stories, overnight at her house. the day will filled with our laughter and joy. just suddenly miss her. furthermore, friends are mostly out of town. does it sound awful?? totally a big YES!!

some recital piano & logo inauguration pictures :

MERRY CHRISTMAS, PEOPLE AROUND THE WORLD!!
MAY THIS FESTIVE SEASON BE FILLED WITH LOVE AND HAPPINESS :)

Gratitude

why was i born in this world? is this life worthwhile enough to be concerned? why do i have to recognise you? why do i have to undergo this terribly problems? why do i have to face these difficulties? why does my life full of hindrances? sometimes there r so many 'why' in our lives without realising that we are much luckier than other people surround us. sometimes we just keep on grumbling without remembering what we ve already got. we always forget to thank God. we never realise people around us are so important until we lose them and what left is only regrets. well, i just try to be realistic and honest to myself that once in a blue moon i will feel this way. thinking too far really makes me blind. my mind fulls of the unessential things which lead me to negative thinking.

then someone came into my life. he leads me to the right path. we always debate and argue as well. he warns me that this life is so precious,u get only one time chance to live in this round, well elipse world. he keeps on warning me that health is the most significant in this life. no matter u get amount of heritage, u cant buy ur health wif cash, neither credit card nor jewelry. first, i just consider he talked nonsense. i keep on saying yes and by the time just let it go. but at the last, i try to think consciously and clearly, what is the point for being sad that is able to lead you to stress? what is the point to end life whenever u get hurdles while there are so many people struggling their lives outside there? what is the point for me not to take care of myself? thanks for warning me over and over. complication? no worry, gotta face it audaciously. adios people.

Still, my heart goes to you

things really perplex me these days. and i have to admit, this year is the toughest year for me. just for couples of months, i ve gotta be ready for being a freshman. preparing things really suffer me to the weariest time. it s not e time for me to daydream for too long. deeds really take big roles for my success. people say we must enjoy whatever we do, the fact is talking is just as easy as farting. i m trying, really am. these 8days which are holidays are really helpful. time to catch up wif things i missed.

problems in a relationship are something that cant be neglected. love is just a hard thing to describe, to express. 7colors in one love. never stay pink and never stay black .i really confused what i am going through. the righteousness, correctness and fidelity seem playing wif me. both of us are showing ego with each other. things are getting really incoherent. but one thing i ve to thank is at least, our love is still way greater than anything that we absolutely maintain this valuable and precious relation. hope things get better soon. iloveyou♥